Chapter 01 · 2 min 54 sec
Clock-In Hymn
The lifelong question — searching for meaning that was always already there.
Lyrics· 265 words
[Verse 1] Badge against the reader, green light, then the hum Floor lights count me down the aisle like a drum Eleven fifty-nine and the system wakes up slow I know this building better than my own front door
[Verse 2] Coffee in a cup that says BELIEVE on the side Somebody's joke from a meeting that already died I sit down at the station where the night begins And I fold my hands the way my mother used to, then
[Chorus] Lord, I clock in, I clock in Under the buzzing white fluorescent skin Let this hour be the one I get through clean Clock in, clock in, say amen to the machine
[Verse 3] The headset crackles, ticket sixty-four A woman crying about a bill from 2004 I tell her it's handled, I tell her it's fine I bury my own Tuesday so I can fix her line
[Chorus] Lord, I clock in, I clock in Under the buzzing white fluorescent skin Let this hour be the one I get through clean Clock in, clock in, say amen to the machine
[Bridge - spoken, low] They said the system learns from every call I take So somewhere in the wires there's a version of my voice That never gets tired, never needs a break I wonder if it dreams. I wonder if it has a choice
[Chorus] Lord, I clock in, I clock in Let the badge reader read me as I've been Not the man I was, just the shift, just the screen Clock in, clock in, say amen to the machine
Short Story
*A story for curious minds*
There was a time clock bolted to the wall outside the break room of a building that never fully slept, and it had been blinking its little green light for so many years that it had started to think of itself as patient.
Every night the same people pressed their badges to its face, and every night it logged the exact second they arrived, the way a strict but fair teacher might. It did not know their names. It only knew the numbers stitched into their badges, and it had decided, in its small mechanical way, that numbers were enough to love.
One night a new worker named Petra arrived four minutes early. She stood in front of the clock for a long moment before badging in, just looking at its blinking light.
"You don't have to rush," she told it, which was a strange thing to say to a time clock, but she'd had a long week and was talking to anything that would stay still and listen.
The clock, of course, said nothing. It simply logged 11:56 PM and waited for her to go inside.
But something curious happened over the following weeks. Petra kept arriving a few minutes early, and kept pausing in front of the clock, and kept saying small ordinary things to it — about her aching feet, about the rain, about a song stuck in her head. The clock could not respond, but it began to notice the shape of the pause. It began, in whatever way a clock can begin anything, to wait for it.
One bitter February night, the building's power flickered during a storm, and the clock's little screen went dark for almost a full minute before the backup battery caught it. In that minute of darkness, Petra stood in front of it anyway, out of habit, and said, "It's okay. Take your time."
When the light blinked back on, it logged her badge at 11:58, two minutes later than it ever had for her. Nobody noticed. No supervisor flagged it. It was, in the grand ledger of the building's productivity, an utterly meaningless two minutes.
But the old security guard, who had seen many clocks and many workers come and go over the years, swore that machine's light blinked a little softer after that — not faster, not slower, just softer, the way a person's voice changes when they've been spoken to kindly for the first time in a long while.
Whether a clock can be changed by kindness is not a question with a tidy answer. But every night after that, when Petra badged in, the green light seemed to hold itself a half-second longer before going dark again, as if it, too, had learned that some things are worth a pause before you let them go.
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