Chapter 08 · 3 min 41 sec
The Stowaway in the Rope Locker
Recognition — looking back and seeing the love that was always present, just unnamed.
Lyrics· 265 words
[Verse 1] I found her behind the coiled mooring line Knees to her chest, counting to nine She said don't tell the captain, said please, said I'll work I said hush now, I said still, I said don't even smirk
[Verse 2] She's been three days on biscuit and rain off the deck I bring her my ration and check my own neck If they find her they'll put her ashore at the next port No papers, no parents, no name on report
[Chorus] So I'm hiding a child in a locker of rope Teaching her quiet, teaching her hope If they catch us we're both going over the side But some things are worth more than staying alive
[Verse 3] She asks me if oceans run out like a road I say no, little one, the water just folds Into more of itself, into more of the same Like the courage it takes to not say her name
[Chorus] So I'm hiding a child in a locker of rope Teaching her quiet, teaching her hope If they catch us we're both going over the side But some things are worth more than staying alive
[Bridge] (whispered duet feel, narrator only) Stay small. Stay still. Stay just out of the light. I'll bring you the morning disguised as the night. We're almost to harbor. We're almost alright.
[Outro] We dock before dawn and I carry her out Wrapped in a coat like she's something I'm proud No one asks questions, the gangway's still wet And I've never been surer of a risk I don't regret
Short Story
*A story for curious minds*
In the belly of an old trading ship, behind coils of rope thick as a child's waist, there once hid a girl who had run out of other places to be.
A deckhand named Marisol found her on the second night out, knees pulled to her chest, counting under her breath the way children do when counting is the only thing left in their control.
"Please," the girl whispered, before Marisol could say a word. "I'll be no trouble. I'll be so quiet you'll forget I'm here."
Marisol had every reason to report her at the next port. She had a job to keep, a captain to answer to, rules that existed for reasons she mostly understood. Instead she crouched down among the ropes and whispered back: "Quiet's a skill. I'll teach you, if you're willing to practice."
So began a strange education. Marisol taught the girl which floorboards groaned and which stayed silent. She taught her to breathe slow when footsteps passed close, to count not out of fear but to pass the time, the way sailors count waves. She brought her bread wrapped in cloth so it wouldn't rustle, and water in a tin cup with no handle to clink.
One night the girl asked her whether the ocean ever runs out, the way a road eventually ends at some final town.
"No," Marisol said. "It just folds into more of itself. More water being the same water, over and over, in different shapes."
"Is that sad?"
Marisol thought about it. "I think it's the opposite. It means nothing's really gone. It's just becoming something harder to recognize."
The girl seemed to turn this over for a long while in the dark.
When the ship finally reached harbor before dawn, Marisol wrapped the girl in her own coat and carried her down the gangway like cargo nobody had thought to inventory — which, in a way, she was, the most precious kind, the kind worth the risk of carrying wrong.
No one stopped them. No one asked questions in the gray hour before the docks woke up.
Marisol never found out what became of the girl beyond that morning. But she liked to imagine her, grown now somewhere, telling her own children that the ocean doesn't run out, it only folds — and that courage, much like water, doesn't disappear either. It just goes quiet for a while, waiting to be needed again.
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